Shattered hearts on a cloudless morning

Weeks, months, years later, here I am--damp, distant, glue drying in the cracks--
wondering what the big deal was, and how I failed to notice the absence of real loss. 

Pehle aap kurta peheniye aur urdu bolna seekhiye.
Phir hum sochenge humne kuchh khoya bhi hai ya nahin.

 ¿Qué me importa perderte? 

Nunca lo has tenido.