10.4.11
NY6 - Late Night
Last night, a girl was poring over the Nicomachean Ethics on the C train at 3 am, armed with the best kind of highlighter, seated opposite a homeless man whose socks were worn down to bright white spider webs and whose fingers had hardened over with a new, sad sort of skin. The optimism I've been nursing withered some, and my propensity for value judgments re-ripened in a quick second. I pulled a clementine suddenly from my pocket and we all partook in happy little wedges; citrus always cuts through sadness. Blossoms have begun to blossom and the winter puppies are growing up and everybody is having a bit of a flirt. When I leave the house wearing my "Take Off Your Pants!" button, people I pass on the street appear to be considering it. But I've failed to procure a pretzel and my hands mysteriously smell of henna and first avenue is full of November Delhi perfume. As always, I will settle, with infinite substitute joy. Which, as it turns out, is still real joy.
Is it still real joy?
ReplyDeleteYou haven't convinced me.
Oh Caz. I've only just convinced myself.
ReplyDelete"Citrus always cuts through sadness" *like*
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